yes..almost everydae i will visit her blog once.. i juz wanna make sure tat wat i'm thinking is aLL the truth.. at first i was tinking.."Am i too sensitive??" maybe there's nothing between them.. but.. the truth always hurt.. weLL..it may hurt me before but it wont hurt me anymore from now and forever..
i dunno why i wanna think so much.. it actually bothers me for quite some time until i found "U".. tats y i'm so so afraid of saggi.. i'm so frightened tat the outcome will be the same.. but "U" are so different...... =)
i muz admit tat i ever thought of breaking them up and i realli feel like messing up their life.. i may sound like a bad gal but i juz wanna vent my anger n misery on them.. and i muz oso admit tat i ever sent a sms to him and i call him sweetheart.. i did it on purpose..i'm naughty.. and i juz wanna haf fun.. i tot i will continue doing all tat rubbish but i dint.. i wanna say tat she's still my fren afteraLL.. one day if i happened to see both of them, i will definately gif her a big smiLe and say Hi.. i'm not trying to make her feel guilty or sarcastic but indeed i'm leading a better life now.. i'm not affected by them anymore.. God pls bless them too~ its hard to find someone u love and its even harder to find someone who's willing to spend the lifetime with u..
I ever told someone tat i'm blessed tat i found "U".. God knows tat i'm hurt and sent me an angel to love me..Praise the lord who heard my prayers..
i'm using the best tym of my life and using the best of my heart to blog this.. Letting the bad memories go and keep all the beautifuL memories..
God bLess~ Love U~
Love Raymond~ =)
Me & Sister in daddy's 2nd wife..on our way for hongbao collection...
It's me with the one and onLy..
