17th May 2006

i spent 1/3 of my day sleeping..i'm sick.. i visited the doc in the early morning and he said.. "u are having a cold".. oh thank god u told me, think i dunno i had a flu..lame.. a consultation with 3 types of medicine cost me $25..sianz.. had breakfast in the coffee shop with mummy, ah ma and ws..had 1 1/2 pieces of prata den i declared i'm full.. maybe is due to my sickness tat i lost my appetite.. went back home, took my medicine and went off to lala land.

woke up when darling called me @ 1.35pm.. good tyming cox i needa get myself prepared to go for interview.. was there for an hour plus and i was feeling totally restless.. i muz admit tat i did badly for my interview but thank god tat the manager was so kind to help me when toking to the boss. thanks so much... izzt another hint tat i'm meeting another nice superior.. i hope so...

met up sandy at orchard ard 6.30pm den we headed to starbucks for a lil' drink and chat while waiting for darling.. i'm sorry tat i'm not in a very gd mood ytd or i can say these few days.. so pls dun step on my tail or ask me why. i dun feel like repeating my story again and again..'cont...we had nice dinner at Sushi tei, anyway, thanks darling for suggesting there , i know wat u thinking & are u in love with Mango..??.. keke...

Accompany Sandy till 9.30 den off we go and sandy's gonna meet samuel..

*tots : aLot of console when i saw ray sitting beside me while taking the bus back.. it lets me feel tat no matter how tough it's gg to be later on, he will always be there. he's my energy to move on. u may think tat i'm crazy. well, i can onli say tat i'm too much of emotional and sensitive tats all... thanks ray, for the care n concern u've given me..

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i tot i'm okay, but when i answered the call from leslie, he sounded abit moody..am i too sensitive or is he really sad over it.. i dunt know..

i still feel touched over wat he told me when i tender my resignation.. i tink i will always haf him in mind and make him my role model for me to move on..and of cox..not forgetting my colleagues.. love u all always.

leslie din know how to let my colleagues know tat i'm leaving and so, he gif this task to me.. i haven think of wat to tell aunty joyce..how am i gg to break the news.. i tink will burst into tears.. she will be back by tmr and i'm still thinking ..

Tears starts to filled my eyes.. i will definately miss the time here..all the gifts and love u all gave..i will put them all in my memory. i will nv nv ever forget u all..

My feelings now = sad + regret + scare