understand that my mood isn't gg anywhere and it keeps gg down.. alot of thingys running thru my mind.. i had to admit tat i was too proud of myself.. everything is pulling me down now.. anybody can pull me up..i dun wanna fall no more..

i'm sorry if i made anyone worried for me, this isn't the stage i've expected tat i would be.. happiness turn its back on me.. the feeling of happy has gone for long and far.. i wanna bring it back.. back to me pls..

there's lotsa work to be done and i'm still slacking..i'm lack of discipline and its wat xiao ba had warned me at first..i had to admit tat i'm useless and easily defeated.. i soon will announce that i i'm giving up.. i dun wanna fight no more..where's the determination, where's the happiness and where's me...??

i'm gLad tat i've still frens to turn to .. thank u so much.. seriously i'm struggling now with wat i can.. i know no one can help.. no one...does it sounds very helpless.. u got it..

how many times muz i shed tears every week.. how many times i muz keep worrying of this and that.. how many thingys muz i need to plan.. how many... can everything juz gif me a break..

Please.. give me a break.. *sob..