i am and still waiting to get a brand new wallet after losing my beloved Polo Raugh & Christain Dior.. wats next?? i dun mean wat's the next to lose but of cox.. the next brand which gonna be my beloved wallet...i shopped high and low @ DFS 3 months ago when i juz lost my wallet period.. i'm looking into not so expensive.. within my budget and of cox.. pretty one.. i know i shdn't get another branded but pls.. i wont use and cant force myself to use something i dun like... spare me and my lil' tots.. i wanna award myself after going thru classes and stress @ work..(*dun bring up my cruise case k..i know i said sth like tat when i wanna go cruise) but watever it is.. its all set..i'm gonna carry on with my planning.. if i'm able to listen to myself once (*of cox i'm not gonna spill out anything abt my planning) and i'm seriously gonna award myself with it.. not a single word from mummy nor ray tat i'm gonna listen.. this is gonna be my new beloved, one and only, pretty one.....indulge maybe...*Ta da


don tell me that it is not tat nice nor it is too small.. cox it is juz right for me..this is the one i've been aiming for...like 3 months.. and i'm still thinking whether i shd or shd not.. i even haven make up my mind which color i shd take.. there's another blue in color which the sales said it was limited edition.. but selling at same price.. can someone out there buy it for me pls..........................wat am i using now...?? i'm using a Coach small purse as my wallet.. all my money, cards, namecards, all stuff inside till its gonna burst..*heart pain..
about my classes so far...i always wanna tell or try my best to convice myself tat, hey, its not tat bad after all.. dun lame k..stop skipping classes.. i cant help it.. monday to friday scheldule is killing me like hell u know.. u know?? are u sure?? i'm very tired and luckily as i'm awaiting for so long... the term is gonna to end very soon.. how soon.....the hell ends tmr...hehe...
After "kee kee kio" (*noisy) for so long.. ray might juz cannot stand it anymore of my unhappiness and saddness and sleepness nites..this is wat ray shd do to stop all my nonsense.. aLL i ask for is this.....

The break-up.. how heart wrenching it is.. i admit that i shed some tears while watching.. i'm totally hooked up with it and every little thing they said are so true..watch it if u haven't... u will sure rmb the 12 and 3 lemons / flowers? i tot u said u dun like flowers as its waste of money / u dint appreciate me at all / etc... its completely telling u abt modern love life.. okay, i admit i'm advertising it cox i love Aniston but believe me ok... the feeling of love.. u will see the whole love thing in another point of view where u might not see.. the fake "nasty" wrong-doings that u've been mistaken ur partner for quite some tym.. the truth u nv know.. u might juz change after watching this show..
i miss u so much after so much of thoughts.. so much of memories came into my mind and its completely loving.. i know wats in ur mind all the while.. i've read them...........