i'm drained almost everyday. its very tiring to handle life nowadays. can someone pls teach me how to handle it well. my life is a total mess.

alot of things i wanna get recently. hmm.. anyway, i juz pampered myself with this dress which i bought it online. i din realli look into the measurement but rather the length of dress onli, and it fits me well*phew..will take a pic of it when i wear it to a wedding dinner this sunday. *gotcha.

will be gg out with this sec skool fren whose name is...wenjie. its totally lame thing as initially i admit tat i did say wil go out with him and i flied his aeroplane twice. apology for that but he mentioned things like "i cancelled my all my appts juz to go out with u leh" and den i replied "den u juz go ahead lor. 1st i din bring my wallet for the day and i'm realli tired after a day of work." i mean can he be more gentleman and say like " okay, we shall fix up another timing and go out again" at least IF he said tat, i will feel better. wth. its not anything big deal okay. and straight after i said i cannot meet him, he asked me like "really cannot?" or "we meet later time la". whats that. den i din even bothe to reply till he called me the second after a few unreplied sms-es. okay den we shall meet up next week which is tmr. kns. seriously i may fly his kite again tmr...heh heh...we shall see.. well, the most i leave a black listed in his fren list. but who realli cares. right? haiz. he's totalli a lame shit. the most lame one.

iLove being with raymond. he's juz like my guardian angel cum lover cum hubby. maybe u din knw, he's infront of me now, playing reversi thru msn. ya, we both using our laptops. ya, we both quite "bo liao" but i juz love the way he treats me.. he realli do anything for me.. his baby. thanks hubby for it. thanks for the troubles. love u always. maucks.