i tink.. i've got a feeling that tmr will be a very numb day to me. stone & blur. not mentioning abt monday blues but it actually due to i've juz lost my beloved grandpa.

He's gone on wednesday and the funeral lasted 5 days which ended today. sudden, shock, tiring, sad, tears are the words to describe during these few days. i made myself understand that grandpa is old enough and tats life. life is so fragile.. My grandpa is 91. caused of death : Bateria Attack. He's old and his organs not functioning anymore. Every food he intake, he will vomit out due to the his body cannot absorb anymore. i've got to salute him that he actually walked till very last bit of his life. he's very brave that he went thru a few operations here and there and still kept his life moving on. how tough. he has nv gave up. he has nv shed a tear. how weak are we compared to an old man like him. shall the god look after him from now on. miss u, grandpa.

Okay, not mentioning abt the 5 days funeral, can anyone tell me how many days of compensionate leave is given even though its not next to kin. i can tell u, my company only gave 1 day. i dint go for work on wed & thurs and it actually deducted my leave automatically. seriously i've thought abt it that it doesn't make sense that only 1 day is given. What is this!?!?!? izzt set by MOM?? someone pls find it out. it is not sth tat people wan it to happen and purposely make used of this kind of leave to take a break.

Whatever it is. not gonna think abt it anymore. neither i wanna care abt the company policy. ALL RUBBISH~!

night to everyone, YOU & grandpa.. ..