i had nv have serious throat infection in my past 22years of living. its the 2nd time this month that i'm experiencing this. isit i'm stressed up, not enuff rest, or did i consume the wrong food. i dragged myself to wake up this morning and now i'm sitting on my sofa, bathed, but i juz smsed J that i'm not gg to work, think she's worried that i might affect others, my colleagues, if i dun come to work. i knew it definately will, but... well, watever it is, it saddens me lots. i'm not lying on my bed when i sms, cox i knew tats crap, i even bathed and ready to get changed, the throat juz ache like anything, i decided to consult the doctor once again. i dun care watever it's gg to take, i know my health comes first, i know by the end of the day, no one gonna pity me if i died becox of work.

i made a big decision abt my studies ytd. this decision saddens me but i've got no choice. i cried inside me but who really knows.

i may go work later after i take the medicine, i know my mates need me or ppl who got affected. i juz feel guilty abt it.

it is juz SADDENING me!!