i've got 3 more wars to fight. and i dun take any chicken essence nor coffee to make me do it. i'm juz a freako who needs a hug badly whenever i met problems. of cox, not everyone's hug can do it. only his. i've been watching tv ever sinced i stepped home few hours ago, as if everything is over and i've gotta feel of it. you're right. whenever it comes to exams, all programmes that were shown in tv were great, even Bollywood shows. trust me. i'm a lil' bit happy as lesser and lesser papers now. i hope i can get back to my work and party with my frens, not forgetting colleagues. while studying, i keep repeating 1 song over and over again, "wo hen wo ai ni". i tink its not tat i feel moody, but i think this song is totally beautiful with its music and ah mei sang in unplugged version. not too noisey. love it. well, gotta catch some sleep. nite.

11.30pm...

i'm blogging in the dark. in my room where's everyone is asleep. i'm trying my very best to get some sleep so i can wake up later to study till the exam time. but the more anxious to get some sleep, the more i cant sleep. i wanna chat with someone to get myself really sleepy but there's no one willing to do the job, i guess.

i'm so tied up with my studies now. i had never ever make myself to wake up earlier den the sun rise. i told myself that either i do it or i die, as simple as that. threat or motivation. i dun realli care, as long as it works. i've been studying the whole afternoon ytd at a cafe before joining ray and family for Michelle's 20th birthday. i dint enjoyed as much as it supposed to be, as expected. i'm stuffed my brain cells with all the maths formula now and hopefully i can do well for tmr's paper. i'm emo. i'm a weak freak, i need someone to hug me so so much. i hope someone could give me some console. Life is full of hope and "hopes".

i read thru lotsa blogs, even xiaxue's blog i'm reading. how bo liao i can be. i'm making myself to read things which contained lotsa words so i will get into sleep. as i read along, i feel more like blogging and now i'm doing it. wah lao.

Glory to Man utd once again for winning EPL. finally after a few leagues. but they dint do well against west ham today. i shd haf bet. its $4.50 betting west ham. Omg. fated not to win any money.