sometime one cant be too greedy. its really a mess up feelings in me. i know i cant carry so much at a time but humans are greedy. though it might not be a good move but i really hope sweetness will start from now.

recently i feel abit moody and quite emotional. thanks for the accompany of my fellow colleagues and friends and of cox, him. i'm happy to announce the following people below :

2As,E,R,J,B,R

apologies to angel and frens that i flied aeroplane quite a few times. i was really really down due to some happenings. i wanna enjoy most of my time with them but as always, i'm too lazy.. i just hope that i've got a driver who can drive me around. i just hate travelling. Pls all my frens, get a damn licence and also a car. thank u. pls dun get a licence if u cant get a car, it makes no sense.

i tink i need to reset my life, i've decided to re-organise and go back to the starting point. maybe i'll be a happier person. it is just like pouring out everything from my heavy load and repack it again, those unwanted things, i'm gonna throw away.

I wonder how many people will be in same stage as i am now. not young anymore, wasted 1 full year and get nothing out of anything. i thought i was a failure at first but now, thanks to him who lift up my life again. still love you.

i'm just a lonely creature whom no one really dates me on sun-day, everyone thought that i must be with him..........thats the problem. no one really knows that i spend my every sunday cooking breakfast, watching drama series and after 2pm, i'm back to a silly lonely soul. no one to chat online, no one to go out with and that hot warm sun is driving me crazy. Everyone has their dates but not me. And so, its the best day of the week to take a rest <-- forced to....

No sms, no phone calls, nothing at all. "When u say nothing at all...."

I can predict that the next few weeks, i will be very free at night due to something which happened last thursday, i dun wish to raise that problem again and just treat it as i'm petty over the incident.

I'm trying to be a Queen, i will be upset if things did not turn out my way. i wish to rule but i'm not borned to be a leader. Uncle Mel ever said, Leaders are naturally borned, not trained nor by experiencing. now i understand this logic. so now, i can only be princess, vent my "xiao jie pi qi" sometimes, let ray dotes me sometimes, catch my colleagues n frens and make them chit chat with me and let my greediness out sometimes. whatelse can i be. i'm just a stubborn princess. I still love roses just like before. you got it?