i don't know why i'm still staying on. maybe i'm hoping for something. maybe i'm waiting for something. maybe i expect for something. which is which. no one can give me a confirm answer. i'm very down. i dont wish to work anymore. i dont wish to face something which it shouldn't be me. i don't wish to work with immatured people. dont tell me "its ok" cox its not! i wanna leave but someone just drew a beautiful picture for me when i decided so. ignore my situation, ignore my resignation, ignore my ignorance, ignore my saddness. i seriously not trying to upsell myself but i can be better den wat i am now. i think i must be strong. i definately need to move on.