i had a good breakfast with Ray. Though he's already very tired and down, but he never fail to cheer me up and make my day. His lips touches mine and sweetness just flow. i hope he is really fine.

Steven supposed to meet me but i told him not to as he's tired after helping his fren to move house and tmr he's working morning shift. That's why.

Had a long msn chat with ah koh and i seriously can understand how he feel. its the same feeling i had 3years back. demoralised. well fren, got to be more optimistic. What will come will come. What wont be yours will never be yours. leave it to fate. leave it to time. Towards love, its something we cannot force, something needs miracle. ya? you will never meet someone who perfecty suit you, you will only meet someone you love and accept his/her weakness. Love is supposed to be alot of tolerance, alot of understanding and alot of generosity. Its nothing simple, its nothing god bless. this person must be so special that you would like to see him/her every min, every second. Even he's there sleeping behind you, you are also happy. (*haha, talking about me =P) Everything doesnt come that easy, if you think i'm bull shitting as Ray is like almost perfect guy, you are wrong. IF you were thinking Eve is always so understanding, you are also wrong. If you were thinking that becox we both bo chap, you are definitely wrong. We got alot of crap but we just tolerate and trying to be more understanding towards each others' actions.

i got to finish my project by this week. die die la. i keep dragging like nobody's business. sian lo. 10,000 words. 21 pages. 2weeks countdown. omg omg.