P said that my mind will only thinks better or rather functioning when it comes to late night and of cox, i'm more emo at night. i don't know why. i realised it also.

alot of things happened recently that i thot or anyone was thinking that how can i ever get thru but i did. i'm glad. impressed and proud of myself. i seem to live a better life comparing those who had a stable job currently. yes, i dint work for months and somehow or rather, i enjoying much of the time "given". Blessed.

i jus finished and finally got over with everything about school, only the results have yet to release. *cross fingers. i guess it shd be okay... alright.........pray hard...

i was surfing net jus now and came up with a cranky idea about looking into the ring i longed for. since sec 4... hmm..about 7-8years... its lovely.. i fell in love with it when i first saw it in "Female" magazine. .......love love. no worries, i've sent the link to mr.Lim, though i knew it could take some time to process but am willing to wait. already waited for 7years, so wat's next.

i'm really in love with Ray which made me thinks that i should stop seeing P so often. its really bad and naughty as in me. Mr Lim really knows me well.. from head to toe. i cant deny. he's my man for life. he's my supporter. he's my oxygen. the reason for me to live on. the reason for me to laugh with happiness. God's gift. Faith in heart. amazing.

it is really time......in 2days time..... the story shall end somewhere..somehow....

This blog was set up for ray, from the very start till now, he's the only man i wanna be with. Alright, it might not be long comparing to those long run r/s, but ray has been with me thru all ups and downs which no one could ever imagine. I'm not "happy-go-lucky" gal, it is becox of ray which made my life a happier one, with no worries no matter wat happen. he's my superhero that you could ever think of, the one till death do us apart. Everytime i look at him, i'll smile as how lucky i am to haf him here. He will do a funny face in return to add on. ha. lucky gal i am. i hope so. i hope this will last till my hair turns white, till we both................
loving deeply is still in me though we coming to 3years here...

love you hubby.

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