i got to blog out my anger... or rather my unhappiness... or upset-ness about such matter. Think all my friends do know that Eve is somebody who can drop love but not friends. I had this friend whom i feel he's a super nice guy, someone i always talk to about my matters. He's a great advisor, he's a great friend. I always tell my other friends that i got such a nice guy friend and i'm proud of it.

We planned to pay a visit to loyang temple to pray but last minute changes occurred. The moment i found out about the "other party of his" who is "indirectly" / "god-knows-why" became unhappy about us going to pray. Don't get misunderstood, i'm not jealous or what. I just feel upset for my friend. I feel that this "other party of his" is finding something to do. BL is the word. The best part is, this "other party of his" is not officially yet as she herself is attached with other person. Alright, i know my friend wont be happy about what I've just said. But i feel, if someone doesnt care about himself then why should i care about him and his feelings.

Always remember, no one live for anyone, we only live for ourselves. Yes, everyone wants a lover, wanna love and being in love. But we got to make ourselves worthy. Sorry that we gonna be realistic now, we cannot give more if you know there's no return. It's unfair to ourselves.

I will stop writing here cox i don't wanna add on hurt to this friend.