it shd come to an end sooner or later, i guess. Everytime the same problem, everytime the same loneliness. I kept myself very busy and I try not to think alot but to become part of him seems a never ever thing. I dunno put in how much effort and how much time to endure thru the rain but I dun see the result.
I think I'll just end my pain once and for all. Say goodbye to love.
