Hi Everyone!

I'm really fine at this moment.

Sometimes I just feel that everything is so drama-tic and ironic. Just becox of the hurt you've got from the previous r/s doesn't mean the current one will do the same to you. Its very unfair and unhealthy to the current r/s becox the fault doesn't lies on the current ones.

Anyway, I've been living with it for the past 4 years and understand that why Ray doesn't treat me as nice as all the other galfrens he had before. Becox of the previous "issues" and he felt that if the gal wanted to leave, she will just leave no matter how nice he treated her. So I'm just happen to be the suay one whom he treated the worst and he threw me a line "If you aren't prepared to be with me forever, then we shall not continue". The thing is that "Do you think it's fair to me?" "Hey! I was not the one who broke your heart before." Anyway, this was said 4years ago but I just accepted it and live till today.

Recently I met this guy whom had the same incident and told me he got no confident to step into the r/s becox of the ex-gf. C'mon guys! Can you all have more courage to face life!

Maybe I'm just being very true and fair to myself who will treasure every moment I had and every chances given.

Urh.. Crap!

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