I was browsing through my photobucket albums & found some really good memories, such as family event. My eldest cousin created a group in FB for us, the cousins, to form the unity and bonding. Well, I can't say that our relationship is not as strong but it is more of adults issues which we had previously that had created the gap between families. I'm really glad that he has created this group and added us all in. We shared our memories & I also shared the pictures I had taken previously in some family events. They are sweet. They are love. They are my life.

For this reason, I've been very active in FB to check if there's conversation I left out and to view pictures they've uploaded. A good objective I feel.

Life-update. Very static and waiting for a chance to be what I want to be. Okay, besides being wanted to be Rosie Huntington. I want to move on to a different environment. I mean work.

Once I ever thought, "Why am I getting the best of both worlds?"

Maybe I can't work concentrate in both but only one. God is fair, I ever said. I'm fated not to be the luckiest person on earth. Or should I put in more effort to balance the whole equation? Does it work? Is God or human out there giving me a chance to prove myself? Well, I'm not giving up definitely. I might have said some discouraging words and tweet about it, don't get me wrong, I am only giving myself a break then move on to be stronger.

Or am I not being satisfied? Being having a job position where bosses have the full faith in me & not being micro-managed. Having the flexibility at work is what a lot of people might want to have. Into a relationship which boyfriend is (*he called at this moment while I was writing this line), ok, my boyfriend is definitely the loveliest in the world. Being sensitive to what I want is all that I'd ever need.

The thing is, "What the hell I want?"