How sweet if you wake up to have greetings from your love who is right beside you...
I had a very good weekend which is yesterday and current, I'm spending lotsa time with love which I had longed for. This is to make up the time I'm flying to Milan this coming Friday midnight-AM flight for a 5-day-long holiday (Pure Play No Work).
Good sleep- Good day- Good breakfast- Good Weekend. Oh-ya! I can't hide neither I could describe how much I love the rain-dance shower here. Yi-Pee! Thanks to my colleague who suggested this place to me.
Thought: The Comparing of Love
My so-called friend once thought that I will only look for boyfriend who has more potential in spending power. Questioning what car he drives, what does he work as, where he lives...... blah blah blah... But end day, does it really matter? You can marry someone who drives a continental, work as a high flyer broker, lives in prime area BUT with high expectation from you, lotsa arguments, criticize you in public, insensitive, leave you at home for his own happy hours... blah blah blah.. ... Is that what you want at the end of the day?
One thing about me, I have too many and too much regrets in life which I don't wanna make the same mistakes anymore. Just from a few years back, I had gave myself a new life, new line, "Never Look Back. Never Compare. A Happier Me"
My BFFs will know this line by now. The true meaning behind it is not to regret of what you have done but to make the future better. Not giving us a chance and waste our time to brood over things which can't be undone. Things we can't changed neither we could re-write the fate, we shall let it go. So if there's a chance to undo anything, I've got nothing. If there's not so much of happenings, I won't be who I am today with my love & BFFs.
Just 2-3days ago, I decided to clear up my wardrobe and threw away whatever I think is unnecessary anymore. I suddenly felt there's so much things I left, kept and ignored. I picked up my courage and faced it, fixed it. I felt much better and I'm really happy with my BFF around who walked through another obstacle with me. How touching. She answered to me the moment I text-ed her, I mean, *drip tears. She gave me all blessing for all decisions I made, the word is "sincere". Yes! I'm here to make people jealous about the friendship I'm having which money can't buy.
For whatever it is, I'm closing another chapter in life will bringing back a brand new Eve very soon. I'm determined, enthusiastic, excited.
Dedicate to love and BFF, this is my love for you...
