But now when I've time, my mind is blank and can't think of anything I can write about him.

Briefly, I shall touch on the surface.

We have this friend whose age is 10 years my senior. Recently patched up with this girlfriend who ever mentioned that she has already planned how to use up the compensation that the company gave to the guy. The poor guy here has been with the company for 3++years and company decided to sell away the department to a 3rd party agency. But, the 3rd party agency did not sack him and also retained his position as asst mgr... sad to say, he didn't take up the offer. Has been 2months plus but yet to find a job. The concern was on both his love life and work life. I mean, at this age, you are still letting people around you to be worried about what you are going to do. Thinking, why would you wanna do that, or you'd never know that the people who grumbled at you are the ones who really care about you.

The most hurting part is, you actually blinded by love and ignored the rest of your friends including your family. How would you not feel guilty to hide things from your beloved mum? I can't understand. Being defensive, being trying to hide things, being one coward can't take you any where high up there. Can't even face your choices and others, what makes you think that you can hold a senior executive position in any company. Seriously, even if you admit that you patched with the gal as you love her so much, there's nothing we can do to you. But as man, you have to be able to face your own decision and make valid reasons to justify your own choice.

Who doesn't make mistakes in life? The thing is you must always learn from your mistakes and do it right next time. If you continue to make the wrong mistakes (whereby you know it's wrong), no one can help you.

Whatever has been done, has been done. Down the road, we shall see how much you can afford to pay for this lesson.