The lack of blogging means lack of keeping track of the milestone. I never really notice how significant can blogging is till an incident I'd had this noon.

I was asking Cliff, "How long have been we been toget?"
"3"
"I thought its 2?"
"Check your blog"

Indeed, I went Bintan with him during 2010. See..

I will be in another important stage of my life in 2weeks time and words can't describe how egg-ci-ted I am.

Marrying the 2nd most important man in my life (1st is my Dad), I only can say I am going to handover my life to another person and have him to share whatever shit with me.

Yes. Shit.

I been through a lot of shit recently, all created by men and it has shown that how incapable men are nowadays..(some). I'm not going to give the story telling here about them which will pollute my blog.

Anyway, I'm glad that my love has given me tons of courage to make a big move out of my comfort zone and awaiting for a new career path next.

Envying myself with all the time I want to do my own things, spend time doing whatever lazy things I can think of. *fantastic baby

Well, I only can say I love him.. very very much.......