new year is coming and i'm still down with cough and worst.. throat infection. i had a lil' fever but it doesn't bother me at all. i'm feeling abit happy, abit messy. saddness is now out of my list. i think i muz be very clear of wat i wan now. ytd i mentioned i wanna change a bf, even to our dear mr.Lim but it realli gif me a shock whereby it doesn't bother him. did i lost my beauty, i wonder. i hope he can show me tat he's abit anxious or maybe worried. anyway, i lost to him.

i wanna study, i wanna pass my tp, i wanna do well in my job. <-- my 3 biggest wishes. but i'm realli glad, love life realli doesn't bothers me much. the only issue whereby i always angry with mr Lim, is when he's late for our date ALWAYS. actually, i juz wish that he wont again..seriously. i know its so much of a grumble but i juz cant help complaining big time abt him. i'm sorry.

oh ya, i saw debbie the day before ytd. a short hair which makes her look attractive. i'm so glad to see her but due to the blue morning, i dint show how excited i am. chatted with her while taking the train from sengkang to little india. its all abt our 2 dear mates getting ROM this year and cant get over it due to we r both older den the other 2. are we seriously getting old? have we reach the age to get married? to be frank, marriage is out of my mind now, surprise. maybe i'm happy with wat i am now.

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