I wonder if we have too much of trust and too little time to spend in this relationship. i'm just afraid. I've just realised that being in relationship is really a waste of time and energy. and the most pathetic thing is that, u picked up a fight but your partner doesn't want to entertain you. izzt becox he doesn't care, or simply he jus ignore. actually it hurts more den u can least expect. i realised that if ur partner would want to "entertain" u and argue with you, it actually feels better. becox he cares. so do not think he doesn't like you if he quarrelled with u, its becox he cares so much and mind so much. how abt that. i tink i wont be so silly that i want to pick up a fight anymore, neither i wanna complain further. i'm jus tired in a slacking relationship that i'm having. its nv enough and am i asking for too much? i know he treats me well till now, everyone sees it and i feel it. i'm a complain queen whom only he can tahan cox simply he ignore my unreasonable reactions. i think this will be the last complain entry abt him. i cant go any further.

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