slowly.. time just drifting us apart which we not supposed to deserve. i took up the challenge but i slowly feel more tired, rather, afraid. i wanna surrender to the game, i wanna declare that i withdraw from it.

i will just survive alone. i know i can do. i've been up in the shelf for 2years before, loneliness is nothing to me.

i give up whatever timing given. i'm giving every little freedom which is asked for. are you satisfied with the arrangement? is this the kind of relationship u've been waiting for? Wish granted.

S.p.e.e.c.h.l.e.s.s -- is the word i wanna describe now.

maybe i'm not understanding enough. maybe i shouldn't add on to your load. that doesn't mean i should be neglected. here i am waiting for you. where you. where's love.

the word "miss" & "love" doesn't mean anything anymore.

Congrats. Princess Eve has lightened your load in life.

Heart-broken. Heart Dead. Mind blank.

the more i wanted, the more disappointment i'm getting.

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