i knew alot of things done by my friends in the past. i learnt to accept and move on. the greatest hurt i receieved was from my galfrens and not my mate, surprisingly. as now, these frens are hurt but i will never believe that they will receive the hurt i got during my school days. well, lets not brood over it, lets not talk abt the past, lets not, let's not continue from history.

i've got a few frens, link in my blog that its only opened to invited guests only. sorry, frens, if it was in my blog, of cox, i'm the invited guest. dun ask me why, wat, how izt like tat. its just privacy of my frens. of cox, till now, i cant find a good reason to lock my blog as i always put trust on my viewers / friends. there's nothing i do that i cant show it to the world outside. my ex-frens whom are not my frens now, my ex-bf whom are not even frens now, my enemy whom are my frens now, alot of r/s changed. well, i'm happy abt wat i'm getting now and been treated now. i'm satisfied, easily satisfied.

i cried just now and i'm at lost. maybe its the stress, maybe its wat i heard affected me. very much i wanna make things up.

this week gonna be hard and rocky... i'm just feeling scare.......

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