It is ever the first time someone made me feel that when I say everything, it doesn't really mean EVERYTHING which really made me so guilty for the past few hours till now. I think that some of the things I can't hold on to nor I can grab hold of.

I'm very lost, very disappointed with myself and bringing my mood down to another level. Any chance given? Nope. How and what can I do to compensate? I don't know.

Frustrated with whatever had happened and I think I shall not write further.

Gonna watch my destress cartoon and hit lala-land soon.

Night all. With love, tmr's a better day.

TGIF.