I was away for 5 "good" days and I can't describe how much I miss Cliff from the moment we bid goodbye at the airport. I suddenly feel so incomplete.. so insecure.. so uncomfortable..
I told myself that 5 days will be over soon and trying my best not to think of him so much but no matter what, it doesn't work. Until to one "desperate" moment... I took out our photo from my wallet to ease the abit of missing and my colleagues started to shake head and said.. "OMG"
Till that moment... I realized.............
I left my heart with him.......since a long time ago...
HE, being the only excuse I initially rejected to go for the trip.
HE, being the only reason I will miss so dearly & took out our pic in public
HE, being the only thought I keep wanting to come home fast
HE, being the only disease I diagnose of personality change
HE, being the only one whom I wanna be with
HE, being the only love from now I wanna hand my life to
HE, being the one and the only,
Cliffy... I love you..