If you know me well, I don't put high expectation on everything. E.g. I won't bet on ManUtd even it's going to match with Blackburn..
That's to prevent hurting myself in the end.
As you know, the higher you expect, the greater you fall..
High expectations comes from the trust given, if you realised.
You might not be the one who put yourself in this situation but someone just got you there, if you know what I meant.
In conclusion, you can never ever rely and handover your life to someone you trust most because it might just fail you one day.
You never know.
That's why, there's always a saying, "Only God knows..."