it's been long since i last cried on a relationship. i think i got pms. i think i must be mad. but definitely i am angry with raymond about the words he said and actions done. i didn't get to enjoy the complimentary of FIR concert, neither i had my dinner last night. it was totally disaster and horrible.

i was still talking on the phone with him after he sent me home and i still wanna sort things out. i was harsh, i did say, "we are thru". but somehow or rather, this sentense is transparent to us, we as if didnt take this sentence to heart and continue our debation watsoever. it made us a sleepless yesterday. i wonder if he slept but i know, i didnt. i stayed up till 5.30am, watching tv and rushing my assignment till my eyes couldn't take it anymore. at first i thought, i might not sleep that fast, i held my Apple mp3 on hand, just in case i didnt sleep, i still can depend on it for awhile. i decided to sms him before i sleep, i said i feel bad and never was i before being this way. surprised! he called back and offered to meet me up. i was happy. i'm really am touched. wat time was it... he picked me up @ 6.15am. how early. den back to his place and with his bear hug, i was fast asleep and seems like nothing had happened before.

Everything seems like a nightmare, i know i must be crazy to shout at him and vent my anger on him. how bad i am as a galfren. i'm really touched that he still said..will marry me. ha! love u deep deep.

End this post with love & laughter,
Drama Queen - Eve Yang

Labels: Me, raymond