i'm very blessed. i got E to chat with me early morning in msn while he's having breakfast at Maxwell. Damn early lo. someone who always wakes up at 6-6.30am. wah piang. i cant leh. this morning i'm woke up by my fav Jay's singing, how sweet. but i got a very bad sore throat. upset. how come it happens on wednesday whereby my family doctor is not here and been replaced by another part-time de. i dun like. though he's younger but, not my type leh. haha, drama la.

i got people to care about me and i feel warmth and happy. Though i knew most probably it might not last long (which i'm afraid) but as on now, i'm satisfied. i knew alot of things and i feel them. i'm not as blur as all have thought, in fact, i'm very sensitive. To hold or to let go is another story. i always tell myself to treasure wat i have now, no matter be it people or things, it doesnt matter, wat matter is i treasure and value them. As for P, i do treasure him. E told me i'm still young la, got to think before doing. The world is unfair, the world is full of crude and the worst is, i cant have two. 24 this year and i'm still lost in jungle, i still lost to reality, i lost to cruelty. Seems like i really got to get away for some time to think about wat is my next big step of life.

Yesterday was great, spending my time with P and i really had a good mind rest and really had good laugh ever since i went for the customer visiting in the morning which they "bom-ba" me like siao. i really had big headache. The accountant is super ya-ya papaya. cant stand her. so fat and ugly still ya-ya with me. tmd.

i got back ache. very bad. need massage. alright, i really complain alot in early morning but blogging is the only way out leh. i cant probably call my friends where they are still fighting for cash, things like that. i only can blog to pour my feelins out.argh.. shoulder ache comes and goes. make me feels like an old lady. i think its time to really...............stay at home and do nothing. ha. i will be most glad to do so. no housework pls.

CSandra is coming back and shall we gals meet her up for a good night or whatever. IT's being so long since i last saw her lo. Starting from 31st Oct. Do sms or leave comments to discuss where to meet her and when shall we do it? Dinner? Club? Pub? KTV? I wonder if she still keep in touch with Chinese songs, haha. like FM 93.3.... U.S might not have it hor. haha... Well, we shall check into our schedule and find the most appropriate timing. Organising job will leave it to Eve la, which is for sure.

Well, thats all...about today... :)

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