i had dinners and lots of dinners, drinks and lots of drinkings. I met this 2 men which made me feel that i'm standing in a cross junction and i got to choose going straight, turn right or left. I got so many choices and of cox, i started to think alot. BUT, i went straight. It's a test and I scored full marks. Lots of sms-es, lots of phone calls, lots of entertainments which I hope I can climb a step higher.

Things gradually changes and I don't see why I need to look back or give chances to people or things which do not worth my patience and tolerance and even, forgiveness.

I met the best man in my life whom I knew and I can guarantee he will be there for me.

I met friends (M or F) whom I knew I can talk.

Recently, I happened to come across this man who shared the same perfume with the guy I had 5years relationships and I had never once forget about him. They even shared the same horoscope. Friends who knew me shd know I'm a horo-freak.

I dare not tell people because they might think I like this guy which definitely not. It's just the same characteristics and the perfume which brought me back to my old lovely days where I teared and broke down a lot of times! I had countless times of crying, countless times of breaking up and patching up, countless times of saying sorry and asked for forgiveness. I do not want that back but it's really a memory... Cheap. ha!

God is playing me i guess. Perhaps not also. Or it might be the last last last test before I could say "I do" to Mr Lim ... ...

Yesterday was Ray's grandmama's birthday dinner and dinner at usual place, eating the same flavor of cake. Why not think that this is a good plan. Consistency. No brain cracking. Grandma's very happy and so do us. She told me lots of things before she headed home, hold my hands real tied and I shall not elaborate or repeat what she said to me. . . I've been receiving wedding invitations and this month there's 2. November would be 1. When would be mine? I'm not too sure. I think love shouldn't judge by marriage but the process of being in a relationship. When it's time, you know.

I will update my latest pics soon and you might find me aged a lot. I've been working very hard, 3meetings per day, knock off at 7-8pm, drinking sessions from 8-12midnight.... blah blah blah.

But but but of cox, I still wanna meet my friends and wanna have dinners with them.

May god bless my friends & me. May happiness stay with you and me. Happy weekend ahead.

Love,

Eve