It was a hectic week but I still managed to draw out some time to attend the amazing HTC One Launch at MBS. I can't really tell how fantastic is the phone as I'm not the user but definitely HTC has put in lotsa effort in their products. 3 things to emphasize on the new product:
-Authentic Beats Audio
-Amazing camera with speed capturing
- 4.7 inch screen
No matter how busy we were, we managed to have a good sit-down dinner catching up with the folks. Lawry's The Prime Rib.
I feel that I look different again in the above photo.......
Work has been so busy and have been bringing my notebook home to work over the weekend. I really wish all my hard work will be paid off in the end.
I wanna work in peace and I wanna outshine others with my ability. But, it is not as simple as I thought, whenever I wanna perform, somehow will be blocked by others.
Unfairness is seen but justice not made. 大让小 doesn't work here. Whoever has the most power will have the speaking right. I'm not happy. Though I'm not as huge as my competitor, doesn't mean I have to listen to them. I fight for my rights. Well, I've decided to lay low for the next few weeks and going to plan for my "revenge".
Of course, my boss did consoled me and mentioned "If they don't feel you are a threat, they won't even complain about you."
I agreed.. I mean, after changing a new product, my competitor is still the same and they still facing me, complaining non stop.
Aren't they tired? I mean WTF, can they let me live in peace? After all, I'm just only a worker, an employee~
I always thot if I could handle things appropriately & giving my utmost effort in everything I do, I will be able to get what I want.
Eventually, nope..... I was given disappointment & the most ridiculous unfair treatment I ever could imagine nor ever happened in my life. I guess, everything has to be so sensitive & because of sensitivity, I was & still am receiving the most non-standard way of treatment.
To me, it's an insult
To me, it's an unfair treatment
To me, it is not about business anymore
To me, you are telling me everything done was not being appreciated
To me, you are telling me I've to let go everything I have now
To me, you failed me
To me, you are telling me things are not seen by objectives
To me, you are telling me the only way to be fair to others is being not fair to me
To me, this is all about disappointment
To me, you kill my passion
To me, you killed me.....
Am I greedy.. for being wanting to own every little good thing in my life?
I hope, this shall be the last test that God is going to give it to me...
With this entry, my disappointment stops here & I shall never ever gonna mention about it from now. I will move on, do better, to get a life for myself.
I've been meeting the same couple for the last 2 weekends and they were sharing about their love life - work - studies -planning for wedding ...... Just by hearing all these, my mind went dizzy and blank.
"Don't get married just because of marriage and of course, not about the age"
Till date, I still hear people saying "I've reached the age of getting married" or "Let's get married because we are not getting young anymore"
Maybe I will be more convinced with people who say " I wanna get married because I really love him and wanna be with him"
Guy: Dated for 6months - company going to give a "golden handshake" - sponsor galfren for studies -throw banquet next year. How pricey... Is it all necessary? Is it all worthwhile when your galfren mentioned that she's planning how to spend your compensation from the company?
Anyway, stay awake and give it a thought before investing your next half of life to the other.
Well, some happy moments here....
Pink Hello Kitty Mooncake made by my colleague - ET
Mid- Autumn Festival. What's more fun than playing with lantern?
Made by my sis & Cliff..... *sMiLe
At our favourite tea place - Arteastiq
Very poor pixel pic - Self-shot from iPhone front camera
A very busy month for me that leads to lack of updates. Upcoming will be Milan/ Venice trip in October.
I had a few rounds of dinner dates and I am still claiming.......
A standard thing to do when my birthday is near is to dine at Lawry's. I din't plan for it nor I set this standard rule. Just that Lawry's will send me the 1-for-1 voucher which I can't possibly resist.
Good thing is, my love is also a beef lover like me and that's the reason which he will never reject me on steak, ribeye, wagyu.. whatsoever.. It is really important that you and your partner must have something common in likes or activities in order to maintain the relationship, although I now opposite attracts. Don't push for things to happen, don't make yourself do unnecessary sacrifices. Love yourself first & you will know how to love others.
To my love, Thanks for Everything.
13th July2011
I was in office on my birthday due to I've got to settle some work before I going for a half day leave.
To make my half morning of work worthwhile, my colleagues gave me a shock and surprise.
1st. They hided in a meeting room and off all the lights... waiting for my arrival. Where was I?
I was still working at my desk and din't realise half the world was gone... Then, they assigned an indoor sales to ask me for meeting...
*TA-DA*
They started singing the birthday song......
And gave me a big bouquet of roses....
The Ladies...
The Men...
They really given me a nice start for my birthday and good enough, they din't disturb my afternoon break. =X I'm really feeling so blessed to have them. loves.
Work is part of life, if you were to agree with me.
We can't be working just for money and not for happiness, vice versus, we can't just work for happiness and not for money. It's difficult to have best of both worlds but you at least need to weigh which is more important in your life. It's your perception & perspective.
I've been facing irritating people all this while but there's this particular person who will never EVER be in my good book. I pity people who live just to create issues in other people's life. I pity people who has little friends and no BFF. I pity people who always on ONS and no one wanna date her in formal. I pity people who only know how to cry and no solutions to issues. I pity God who people worship them, helping them to clear sin and yet these people still continue to create the same mistakes in life. I pity.....
The only thing I can do is to continue to take her shit and prevent things from happening. I'm sad that she doesn't know how to appreciate people's hard work & create more issues to demoralise people. I'm not here to play politics and only know how to act busy for bosses to see, neither I'm here to send email at 2am to tell people I'm superb hardworking. These are all craps. I hope one day I could send this blog entry to her boss and expose her. I'm amazed how God has been helping her one time and the other just because she's on veg every 1st & 15th in lunar month. I just cant imagine.
I shall end here as I've got lotsa work to complete.Will be continued........
As I'm climbing higher, the steps getting steeper. My life is not getting anywhere and the path seems darker. So, I do hope, my short break ahead will once light up my life, totally. I had a day full of meetings and nothing has come to an end which I want it to be.
I believe, we, sometimes dun need to learn nor listen to all areas. Ignorance is bliss. I really had become more and more reluctant towards work, I really do. I think of unfair treatments & blaming whoever above for giving better luck to others but not me. Yes! I am agitated.
I've been thinking to clear off my leave one shot, take unpaid, take mc which are all not my style. Now I believe, just do whatever you "think" you can and never try to strive for the best. End day, you are only getting more work and stress.
Well, I'm opened, for wars and questionings. Moreover, action speaks louder than words.
Once again, I fell in love with Jennifer Aniston. She never fail to brighten up my day with movies she made & gave me lots of thoughts. Anyway, I watched "Just go with it". Guys! 4.5pop for it!
A very big delay on pics. Here you go for my company's New Year Celebration.
I had lots of fun and I enjoy working with my colleagues. Just that I've been seeing obstacles working with my vendor. It's never easy to work with emotional freak. Now, I had a taste of it.
Have you every meet someone with some characteristics problems but overall, she's nice. Yes, I mean overall.
Sometimes, we can't look at things in overall and neglecting the details. It is the same logic like "seeing the big picture and not the small".
I'm upset with bosses having all the confidence in me and assume I should be able to handle this person where I'm really giving up, at the edge of whatever.
I've spent the past 1 year to befriend but I guess it doesn't work. I'm the one who's facing the issues every single day which includes weekends and I'm unhappy. I know, I should just find a job rather than sitting here every single day grumbling to myself. "Dear Eve, why must u tolerate this kind of person with weird attitude and very much a emotional freak (than I do!)?" But it's not easy to come across a job with interest. It's just a person I am unhappy about.
I am definitely not seeking for anyone's help, yes i don't. I do hope God above will do some adjustments and make her a better person, e.g. find her a boyfriend? less stressful work?
Anyway, I should conclude, someone without a relationship will behave differently in certain sense. (Unless u r attached to God)
I am an unhappy girl today. But thanks, it's Thursday already...
Did I ever mention I went to Anime Festival 2weeks ago?
I'm glad that Singaporeans are so actively involved especially those who really loves anime. Those cosplays were fantastic and I feel we should encourage more for these to brighten up make our boring life (Though Jap is still the best). Given a chance, I would like to dress up like one of the 2 pretty gals in Macross. ha!
You know, I watched Macross & Bleach... But I din't finished them... stories are way too long and it's never ending...
I'm never into anime but of cox are those sexy dressing which interest me but sad to say, none wear like maid nor stewardess. =X
Thanks Chu for the photo album below... All the way from HongKong..
Well, today is another MC day. Sore throat's gone and affect effect is flu, doc says. But this morning was disaster and I sms-ed Chu putting in a very harsh tone about the changes I wanted.
Well, I hope after flipping through the album and catch a good nap, my mood will recover and able to spend precious time with love.
